Exodus 24:12–18 (ESV) —
12 The Lord said to Moses, “Come up to me on the mountain and wait there, that I may give you the tablets of stone, with the law and the commandment, which I have written for their instruction.” 13 So Moses rose with his assistant Joshua, and Moses went up into the mountain of God. 14 And he said to the elders, “Wait here for us until we return to you. And behold, Aaron and Hur are with you. Whoever has a dispute, let him go to them.”
15 Then Moses went up on the mountain, and the cloud covered the mountain. 16 The glory of the Lord dwelt on Mount Sinai, and the cloud covered it six days. And on the seventh day he called to Moses out of the midst of the cloud. 17 Now the appearance of the glory of the Lord was like a devouring fire on the top of the mountain in the sight of the people of Israel. 18 Moses entered the cloud and went up on the mountain. And Moses was on the mountain forty days and forty nights.
NOTE: This is a long time to be up on the mountain. I wonder what Joshua did. Could he hear the conversation? Did he write things down from afar? Only Moses is invited up after six days of waiting. And then it takes 40 days before Moses comes back down. If I'm honest, I would have struggled to wait that long. It really is a test of whether we believe God is trustworthy. It is hard to wait upon God, especially when we feel we need an answer now (or yesterday). I admit that I struggle with waiting as much as anyone. Lately, I've tried to turn things around. Whenever I see myself imagining a solution or dwelling upon it in my head, I stop, and I pray 1 Pet 5:7, casting all my anxieties upon him -- it helps. Also, praying regularly, throughout the day and every day for top things that I worry about has helped as well.
PONDER:
- How are we doing waiting upon God?
- Is it a lesson that we have to learn over and over again? Why?
PRAYER: Father, waiting is tough. I will never be good at it. But I believe in your goodness and your ultimate control. I trust you to do the best and I want your best, not my definition of best. Forgive for my lapses in trust. As a parent once said to Jesus, help my unbelief.