Notice on a slight format change:

Except for July 2012, these are mostly a collection of current devotional notes.

July 2012 is a re-write of old quiet times. My second child was born Nov 11, 1987 with multiple birth defects. I've been re-reading my QT notes from that time in my life, and have included them here. They cover the time before the birth and the few years immediately after the birth. They are tagged "historical." I added new insights and labeled them: ((TODAY, dd mmm yy)).

Wednesday, January 4, 2012

QT 4 Jan 12, When we live for our flesh, we reject God's rule over our lives


Num 11:4-6,10-11,14-20 (NIV) 4 The rabble with them began to crave other food, and again the Israelites started wailing and said, "If only we had meat to eat! 5 We remember the fish we ate in Egypt at no cost — also the cucumbers, melons, leeks, onions and garlic. 6 But now we have lost our appetite; we never see anything but this manna!"

10 Moses heard the people of every family wailing, each at the entrance to his tent. The Lord became exceedingly angry, and Moses was troubled. 11 He asked the Lord, "Why have you brought this trouble on your servant? What have I done to displease you that you put the burden of all these people on me? ... 14 I cannot carry all these people by myself; the burden is too heavy for me. 15 If this is how you are going to treat me, put me to death right now — if I have found favor in your eyes — and do not let me face my own ruin."

16 The Lord said to Moses: "Bring me seventy of Israel's elders who are known to you as leaders and officials among the people. Have them come to the Tent of Meeting, that they may stand there with you. 17 I will come down and speak with you there, and I will take of the Spirit that is on you and put the Spirit on them. They will help you carry the burden of the people so that you will not have to carry it alone.

18 "Tell the people: 'Consecrate yourselves in preparation for tomorrow, when you will eat meat. The Lord heard you when you wailed, "If only we had meat to eat! We were better off in Egypt!" Now the Lord will give you meat, and you will eat it. 19 You will not eat it for just one day, or two days, or five, ten or twenty days, 20 but for a whole month — until it comes out of your nostrils and you loathe it — because you have rejected the Lord, who is among you, and have wailed before him, saying, "Why did we ever leave Egypt?" '"

NOTE:  There are really two issues in this story.  Both issues are a direct result of the complaining about meat or the lack of variety in the diet.  In the first case, Moses takes their complaints personally and is overwhelmed by the load (this and probably other issues).  Secondly, God says that the people's complaint is not against Moses, although it might be directed that way, but rather against God himself.  Basically, the real argument is that life was better in slavery in Egypt than in freedom in the desert because at least in slavery we could feed our fleshly appetites.  Life revolves around the lust of the flesh and the lust of the eyes, and not around freedom or slavery.  We really are a fickle people, we really are never satisfied, at least as long as our affection is placed upon the world and not upon the things of God.

God provides seventy leaders to support Moses in the burden of leading this people.  God also gives the people what they want until they are sick of it and loathe it, which is usually how we feel about sin after the fact.  It is too bad we can't loathe our sin prior to the action.

God forgive me when I reject you by pursuing my appetites.  I want to be a man who loves you first and foremost.

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