Notice on a slight format change:

Except for July 2012, these are mostly a collection of current devotional notes.

July 2012 is a re-write of old quiet times. My second child was born Nov 11, 1987 with multiple birth defects. I've been re-reading my QT notes from that time in my life, and have included them here. They cover the time before the birth and the few years immediately after the birth. They are tagged "historical." I added new insights and labeled them: ((TODAY, dd mmm yy)).

Thursday, November 19, 2015

QT 19 Nov 15, Isa 65:2, Asking tough questions about our motives

Isa 65:2 (ESV)
I spread out my hands all the day
to a rebellious people,
who walk in a way that is not good,
following their own devices;


NOTE: This is really the heart of our problem, we don't want to wait on God, but prefer our own devices. And what we don't understand, because we lack God's wisdom and sight, is that our way is not good. Oh, it certainly seems good and we have all of our human arguments why it is good, but we don't know the future or the repercussions of getting what we want and not getting what God desires for us. We are a "rebellious people." We act a good line, but we are duplicitous. So much so, that we actually fool ourselves. We listen to what we want to hear. We take advice from people who tells what we want to hear. We defend ourselves using our human arguments. We really don't want God's will, we just want to say it out loud to others, but really we want our way and our will. The good news is that God can help us to see this in ourselves. David, a man after God's heart, prayed, "Search me, O God, and know my heart! Try me and know my thoughts! And see if there be any grievous way in me, and lead me in the way everlasting! (Ps 139:23,24)." If David knew that his heart could deceive him, how can we believe any less about ourselves? We need to ask the tough questions of God, that is, tough questions about ourselves and our real motives. But the real question is, will we listen to God's answer?

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