1 Sam
29:6-11 (ESV) Then Achish called David and said to him, "As the Lord
lives, you have been honest, and to me it seems right that you should march out
and in with me in the campaign. For I have found nothing wrong in you from the
day of your coming to me to this day. Nevertheless, the lords do not approve of
you. 7 So go back now; and go peaceably, that you may not displease the lords
of the Philistines." 8 And David said to Achish, "But what have I
done? What have you found in your servant from the day I entered your service
until now, that I may not go and fight against the enemies of my lord the
king?" 9 And Achish answered David and said, "I know that you are as
blameless in my sight as an angel of God. Nevertheless, the commanders of the
Philistines have said, 'He shall not go up with us to the battle.' 10 Now then
rise early in the morning with the servants of your lord who came with you, and
start early in the morning, and depart as soon as you have light." 11 So
David set out with his men early in the morning to return to the land of the
Philistines. But the Philistines went up to Jezreel.
NOTE: David has not
been honest with Achish, nor has he been as blameless as an angel of God. True,
he has done no harm to the Philistines, but he has not attacked the Jews as he
boasted, but rather other enemies of God besides the Philistines. It is not
exactly clear what David was planning to do at this point. And the lords of the
Philistines were correct in questioning his motives. Would he really attack his
own people? Or would he turn on the Philistines in the midst of the battle? The
scriptures do not tell us what David was planning. The story that follows
suggest that the men were not too pleased either with the decisions of David,
once they return to their home in Ziklag.
1 Sam
30:1-6 (ESV) Now when David and his men came to Ziklag on the third day, the
Amalekites had made a raid against the Negeb and against Ziklag. They had
overcome Ziklag and burned it with fire 2 and taken captive the women and all
who were in it, both small and great. They killed no one, but carried them off
and went their way. 3 And when David and his men came to the city, they found
it burned with fire, and their wives and sons and daughters taken captive. 4
Then David and the people who were with him raised their voices and wept until
they had no more strength to weep. 5 David's two wives also had been taken
captive, Ahinoam of Jezreel and Abigail the widow of Nabal of Carmel. 6 And
David was greatly distressed, for the people spoke of stoning him, because all
the people were bitter in soul, each for his sons and daughters. But David
strengthened himself in the Lord his God.
NOTE: The city is
burned to the ground and all of their families are captured. The men are
overcome with grief and consider taking out their frustration against David.
The Amalekites, the enemies of Israel, the nation whom Saul did not destroy as
God commanded him, are the perpetrators. I wonder if the anger against David
was because of this secret life of lies. I wonder if they too wondered what he
was going to do in the battle against Israel. Whatever, ultimately David finds
strength in the Lord.
Ps
103:2-5, 8-10 (ESV) Bless the Lord, O my soul,
and
forget not all his benefits,
3 who
forgives all your iniquity,
who
heals all your diseases,
4 who
redeems your life from the pit,
who
crowns you with steadfast love and mercy,
5 who
satisfies you with good
so that
your youth is renewed like the eagle's.
…
8 The
Lord is merciful and gracious,
slow to
anger and abounding in steadfast love.
9 He will not always chide,
nor
will he keep his anger forever.
10 He
does not deal with us according to our sins,
nor
repay us according to our iniquities.
NOTE: Often in his
life, David recognized his sin and confessed it. And he realized that God was
incredibly merciful. Maybe, he saw that this time he was very wrong. And that
it probably was his fault. His first response is to find rest in God alone. Then
he sets out to right what was done.
We need to have the
same attitude as David. We will make a lot of dumb and sinful decisions in our
life. We need to admit our sin and ask God for his forgiveness, finding
strength in his great love for us.
I don't know what
the future holds today, but I am so thankful that I am loved by God. He forgets
my sins. He heals me. He redeems my life from the pit. He is merciful to me.
Thank you LORD.