Notice on a slight format change:

Except for July 2012, these are mostly a collection of current devotional notes.

July 2012 is a re-write of old quiet times. My second child was born Nov 11, 1987 with multiple birth defects. I've been re-reading my QT notes from that time in my life, and have included them here. They cover the time before the birth and the few years immediately after the birth. They are tagged "historical." I added new insights and labeled them: ((TODAY, dd mmm yy)).

Tuesday, October 30, 2018

QT 30 Oct 18, 1 Cor 11:28-30, Communion is a serious sacrament with physical ramifications


1 Corinthians 11:28–30 (ESV) —
28 Let a person examine himself, then, and so eat of the bread and drink of the cup. 29 For anyone who eats and drinks without discerning the body eats and drinks judgment on himself. 30 That is why many of you are weak and ill, and some have died.

NOTE: One of the central tenets of the New Covenant is that the blessings and judgments are primarily spiritual or experienced in the next life. There are some exceptions, but in comparison to the Old Covenant which was primarily physical, temporal, and near-term in its blessings and judgments (Deut 29), the New Covenant is clearly different. In this passage we have an example of one of the exceptions. There is physical judgment, to include illness and death, for those who do not take the communion table seriously. And what does that mean? Two things are emphasized in the passage. One, a failure to examine our life and confess sin. Two, confusing the table with a time to gorge at the expense of others.

PRAYER: Father forgive us for our sinful actions around the table of communion. It is a time of great significance and memory. We need to be reminded of the cleansing we have in Jesus and the need to daily cleanse ourselves from the dirt of this world. Clean me. Clean my mind to serve you.

Monday, October 29, 2018

QT 29 Oct 18,1 Cor 11:22, Think of others in all things


1 Corinthians 11:22 (ESV) — What! Do you not have houses to eat and drink in? Or do you despise the church of God and humiliate those who have nothing? What shall I say to you? Shall I commend you in this? No, I will not.

NOTE: The verse is in reference to sharing the Lord's supper at church, something of a pot luck. The challenging The challenging thing to me is it appears each person brings his meal and doesn't share. So, some bring a lot to eat because they are wealthy while the poor bring little. Consequently, the poor are ashamed of the little that they can bring and are humiliated. This can happen today but in a different setting. Some can afford to go out and eat at fancy expensive restaurants. Others cannot (they are probably the better off). But by sharing your story of where you eat, you can humiliate those who can't afford that option. It is another example of not thinking of others but only yourself. Jesus thought of others ahead of himself. It is not about me. It is about God first, and other people (not me), second.

NOTE: Lord, forgive us of our pride and selfishness. Help us to see it. Open our eyes to our imperfections, our ingratitude, our snootiness, and our lack of true compassion. Help us to live like Jesus did.

Thursday, October 25, 2018

QT 25 Oct 18, 1 Cor 11:11-16, We are fighting God when we choose feeling over facts


1 Corinthians 11:11–16 (ESV) — Nevertheless, in the Lord woman is not independent of man nor man of woman; 12 for as woman was made from man, so man is now born of woman. And all things are from God. 13 Judge for yourselves: is it proper for a wife to pray to God with her head uncovered? 14 Does not nature itself teach you that if a man wears long hair it is a disgrace for him, 15 but if a woman has long hair, it is her glory? For her hair is given to her for a covering. 16 If anyone is inclined to be contentious, we have no such practice, nor do the churches of God.

NOTE: There is clearly a cultural background to these verses. And the implication is not that we should embrace culture, in many cases, we should do quite the opposite as our Babylonian culture is doing all it can to deny God's existence. But in regards to cultural norms that emphasize propriety, yes, we are to accept those norms. Most often those norms do have some reference back to God's commands. Constable has a good discussion on the earlier verses where he argues that Paul is emphasizing "origin." Sexual differences are also based on origin. Today, we are disputing origin and replacing it with feeling. We say it does not matter how you were born, it is what you choose that determines your sex or sexual preference. That is not true and is completely opposed to the word of God. We are born, created by God with sex at our origin. There is difference in the sexes because of origin. God had a special purpose for men and a special purpose for woman. Disagreement with the latter statement does not change the fact of it, rather it puts you in opposition to God on the issue. We don't choose our sex or God's plan for our life. He gives tremendous freedom, but there are boundaries that he has established. Again, disagreement does not put you in opposition to me, but to God, the creator of the entire universe.

PRAYER: Father, we are a badly deceived people, both in and outside of the church. We have bought the lies of the Father of lies, and we even enjoy the lies since they allow us to live as we choose. The lies allow us to be our own gods. Forgive us. Open up our mind once again to truth. Have mercy upon us.

Tuesday, October 23, 2018

QT 23 Oct 18, 1 Cor 1:11, What are we really living for?


1 Corinthians 11:1 (ESV) — Be imitators of me, as I am of Christ.

NOTE: We all should be saying the same thing. No, it does not mean we are perfect. But it does mean that we are fully sold out on knowing Christ, living like Christ, and telling others of Christ. Paul and others lived a life of sacrificial love. They truly put Christ first in all that they did. Those are examples we can live and we should live. It is true that we live in a narcissist society, dripping with self-love, and me-first attitudes, but that only means that a life lived for God and others should stand out even more.

PRAYER: Father, forgive me for allowing the things of the world to deflect my eyes from you. Give me a love for people. Help me to see people as my mission, not my own betterment. Help me to love and care for them as I should. Have mercy on me.

Monday, October 22, 2018

QT 22 Oct 18, 1 Cor 10:21, We cannot have two maste


1 Corinthians 10:21 (ESV) — You cannot drink the cup of the Lord and the cup of demons. You cannot partake of the table of the Lord and the table of demons.

NOTE: You cannot play the game on both sides. Jesus said something that is quite similar, you cannot serve God and mammon (money). Who is going to be your Lord and Master? You cannot serve God and self. We need to surrender ourselves to the Lord and do what he asks us to do, not what is comfortable for us to do. We need to sacrifice for others. We need to lay down our lives, because that is the example that Jesus gave us. It is now wonder we have little impact in the world when we live two different lives, a secular life during the week, and a spiritual life during church. It is wrong. We need to be one person, fully committed to one set of ideals.

PRAYER: Father, forgive me for trying to live two lives. I am your servant and you own me. I must not shrink back in my love and devotion and words. But I must also do it in gentleness. Let me see opportunities today to live that one life.

Thursday, October 18, 2018

QT 18 Oct 18, 1 Cor 9:21, The law of Christ


1 Corinthians 9:21 (ESV) — To those outside the law I became as one outside the law (not being outside the law of God but under the law of Christ) that I might win those outside the law.

NOTE: We are not under the OT law, that law has been nailed to the cross. It has been nullified. The letters written on tablets of stone do not have any authority over the NT believer. But we are under a law, the law of Christ. It is the law spoken by Jesus. It is a law not of the letter but of the heart and is best summarized by two phrases-- loving God and loving others. All real laws revolve around those two items. There is no requirement for ceremony or dietary restrictions, although gluttony would suggest a sin against others, since the food we eat in excess could be eaten by others who are truly hunger. The bottom line, the law of Christ compels us and directs us. The OT law has no claim upon us, only the law of Christ.

PRAYER: Father, for someone reason, we as a people want to be under a law. I don't know if it feeds our pride or our sense of earning your pleasure. But you love us completely. We can never earn your favor. We have your favor in abundance as your children. Help us to live in that knowledge.

Tuesday, October 16, 2018

QT 16 Oct 18, 1 Cor 9:13, Do we really believe ministers are important?


1 Corinthians 9:13 (ESV) — Do you not know that those who are employed in the temple service get their food from the temple, and those who serve at the altar share in the sacrificial offerings?

NOTE: Evidently, the Corinthians were taking offense that they should pay Paul's wages. I imagined the gossip went something like this: "Well, he is single. He can pay for himself. He doesn't need much since he is by himself. We should not have to support him. We have families to support. He should give of himself because that is what God him too. …" Ugly, terrible, and selfish is how I would describe those comments. We are so greedy. And we don't recognize the importance of the job. We only care if the minister is making more than we are making. And of course, a minister should never make more than a congregant. What ridiculous hypocritical nonsense! We will be judge by God for such effrontery.

PRAYER: Father, forgive us for our ugly, greedy, selfish, coveting behavior. Thank you so much for those who have given their lives for the gospel. They do so much for us and suffer so much for us. Have mercy on them and on us for our ugly attitudes.



Monday, October 15, 2018

QT 15 Oct 18, I Cor 8:8,13, Is it really that important?


1 Corinthians 8:8, 13 (ESV) — 8 Food will not commend us to God. We are no worse off if we do not eat, and no better off if we do. … 13 Therefore, if food makes my brother stumble, I will never eat meat, lest I make my brother stumble.

NOTE: We are free, but our freedom can hurt others. Therefore, the overriding interest is not our rights or our freedom, but the other's rights and his freedom (or lack thereof). This calls for an unselfish attitude. Rather than defending myself, especially when I'm right, I may need to give it up. Is it really that big of a deal? Must I always defend inconsequential things? What does it really matter? Paul at the beginning of the book say that he really doesn't care who judges him, it is God's judgment that he cares about. I need to be less prickly and more cuddly.

PRAYER: Father, free us from our pride that is always looking to exalt self. Forgive us. Forgive me for the stupid things that I let bother me.

Thursday, October 11, 2018

QT 11 Oct 18, 1 Cor 7:30b-31, Living for what matters


1 Corinthians 7:30b –31 (ESV) — … and those who buy as though they had no goods, 31 and those who deal with the world as though they had no dealings with it. For the present form of this world is passing away.

NOTE: This suggestion for an attitude toward this life was written almost 2000 years ago, and so it would be even more true to today as we are closer to this world passing away than at any time in history. We have to buy goods. We have to deal with the world. But we do not have to live for goods or the world. They are not our gods or goals or what provides purpose and meaning to life. Knowing God, loving God, and serving people through ministry is our purpose and gives our lives true meaning and value. All else is garbage. It is easy to say, but it is hard to live in a world consumed by materialism.

PRAYER: Father, protect your children from the sin that so easily entangles. Protect us from settling for garbage when we can enjoy your presence and the joy of service. Open our eyes to what truly matters in life.

QT 9 Oct 18, 1 Cor 7:17, What is my lot?


1 Corinthians 7:17 (ESV) — Only let each person lead the life that the Lord has assigned to him, and to which God has called him. This is my rule in all the churches.

NOTE: I think we all want something another has attained. It is covetous and also discontentment. There is nothing wrong for wanting to achieve a dream, but not everyone's dream is the same. It is a very good thing in God's eyes to lead a godly life, to love your wife, to raise up your children, to serve people (in the community and church), to give freely, and to do have done what God called you to do. Or said more simple, love God and love your neighbor. There is no shame in leading the life the Lord has assigned. Of course, the question then becomes, "how do I know?" I think we know deep down in our hearts, but we don't want to face the fact because our flesh wants something else. Not a very good answer, but it is my answer after 40 plus years of walking with God.

PRAYER: Lord, speak to our hearts. Show us the lot assigned to us. Give us contentment in doing your will in our lives

Monday, October 8, 2018

QT 8 Oct 18, 1 Cor 7:15, Despite the statistics, the breaking of unions is increasing


1 Corinthians 7:15 (ESV) — But if the unbelieving partner separates, let it be so. In such cases the brother or sister is not enslaved. God has called you to peace.

NOTE: Verses on divorce, marriage, and remarriage are very controversial. Here Paul says that the believer is free (not enslaved) if the unbeliever leaves the union. Previously, he has said if unmarried cannot exercise self-control, they can marry. Even Jesus said that the Law allow divorce due to the hardness of people's heart, basically sin. There will be divorce, but it is not God's design, desire, or standard. We live in a day and age where divorce is rampant. And yes, statistically people are getting divorced less, but that is because they are having unions outside of marriage, and then separating from those unions. Which technically is the same thing as divorce. And it probably occurs more often too. We are a sinful society.

PRAYER: Father, my country is tearing itself apart in sin and deception. Please open our eyes to our sin. Please heal my nation. Please bring justice.

Friday, October 5, 2018

QT 5 Oct 18, 1 Cor 7:7, What really is a spiritual gift?


1 Corinthians 7:7 (ESV) — I wish that all were as I myself am. But each has his own gift from God, one of one kind and one of another.

NOTE: in context, Paul is comparing his singleness with other's desire to be married. What is interesting is that he calls it a gift of God. And he mentions, as is also mentioned in Romans that there are different kinds of gifts. None of the "gift" passages in scripture list the same number and group of gifts. I believe God intentionally left that topic open. I've seen a list of 21 gifts, where individuals have accumulated the gifts from the various passages on spiritual gifts. I'm not sure I've seen anyone add this gift, celibacy, to that list of 21 spiritual gifts. The important point, is that God gives spiritual gifts and they are not the same. And potentially, they may not even be in the list of all spiritual gifts mentioned. What we need to do is to search for the things that God has given us a special ability to do, and then use it for his glory. Who is to say that it is not a natural talent but rather a spiritual gift? And why is it that natural talents cannot also be spiritual gifts? Yes, they came before a person received the Holy Spirit, but God determines our gifts. And as a believer, everything we have is God-given. If God takes a natural talent and increases it by adding spiritual power, how can I say that he cannot do that. The important thing is that in all things, God gets the glory, not me.

PRAYER: Father, thank you for the gifts you have given me. Thank you for the opportunities to exercise them. May they always be for your glory and not for mine. Everything I have is what you have given me.

Thursday, October 4, 2018

QT 4 Oct 18, 1 Cor 6:19-20, We are actual temples of the living God


1 Corinthians 6:19–20 (ESV) — 19 Or do you not know that your body is a temple of the Holy Spirit within you, whom you have from God? You are not your own, 20 for you were bought with a price. So glorify God in your body.

NOTE: I do know, but do I live it? Do we really consider that the Holy Spirit is residing in our body at all times? Do we meditate on what it means to be a temple? In our case, our temple is where God resides. In the OT, God's name resided in the temple. If I really believed that, it would affect my decisions. I would want the temple to be pure and holy at all times. I would want my life to reflect God's name in a good way to everyone I meet. And I certainly desire that, although I do fall short at times.

PRAYER: Father I want to glorify you with my body and my life. I want my life to reflect your name in a good way to those around me. Remind throughout the day today that I am a temple of the Holy Spirit. Everything I do, is done with you.

Monday, October 1, 2018

QT 1 Oct 18, 1 Cor 5:1-2, God's standard is holiness


1 Corinthians 5:1–2 (ESV) — 1 It is actually reported that there is sexual immorality among you, and of a kind that is not tolerated even among pagans, for a man has his father’s wife. 2 And you are arrogant! Ought you not rather to mourn? Let him who has done this be removed from among you.

NOTE: In today's age, this incident would be uncomfortable to some, but hardly the issue that Paul makes it out to be. But this world is not our standard of morality. God is our standard, and disobedience to his command is still sin, especially willful disobedience. We are required in cases of know willful disobedience to first warn a person, then bring another along (preferably an elder), and then it is brought to the whole church. The punishment is to be sent out from the church and the protection of the church. I've seen this done once. It was not a pretty situation. And it did mean a lot to the person in sin. He did not change his sin, but his tears and emotion were quite real.

PRAYER: Father, protect our body from sin. Expose sin where it is needed. Protect us from Satan's traps. We want to live holy lives before you.

Friday, September 28, 2018

QT 28 Sep 18, 1 Cor 4:9, God's "greats" are men of humility


1 Corinthians 4:9 (ESV) — For I think that God has exhibited us apostles as last of all, like men sentenced to death, because we have become a spectacle to the world, to angels, and to men.

NOTE: What a contrast! The pride of the Corinthians and the humility of the Apostles. God will exalt the humble and will bring down the proud. Who do you want to mimic, the apostles or the carnal Christians exhibited by many of the Corinthians? When we stop and calmly consider our behavior, we--well I realize how ugly my pride really is. It is sad to think that I need to build myself up. I don't. Because, what does it really matter? Is my goal to please others (really myself) or do I seek to please God?

PRAYER: Lord, I want to please you. I don't want to build myself up in the front of others. I want to be a humble servant.

Thursday, September 27, 2018

QT 27 Sep 18, 1 Cor 4:7, God will do what he needs to do


1 Corinthians 4:7 (ESV) — For who sees anything different in you? What do you have that you did not receive? If then you received it, why do you boast as if you did not receive it?

NOTE: I have been immeasurably blessed by God. I am where I never could have guessed I could be. I'm doing things I would not have thought possible. My life is multiplied into many others. And when I think back to the person I was before Christ, I know for a fact, that person could not have come this far. It was God who changed me and blessed me. That is who I am. And that is who I will be in the future. I don't know what the future holds. But I do know, I must serve God and not jockey for position and influence. I need to put all that behind. I just need to serve. It is not the wisdom that the world would argue for me, but it is what God wants me to do.

PRAYER: Father, I'm excited to wait upon you. I'm excited to serve. Protect me from myself. Give me grace to live as you command me to live.

Tuesday, September 25, 2018

QT 25 Sep 18, 1 Cor 3:3, Being satisfied with life


1 Corinthians 3:3 (ESV) — 3 for you are still of the flesh. For while there is jealousy and strife among you, are you not of the flesh and behaving only in a human way?

NOTE: I do struggle with jealousy and strife, and it is related to my pride. It is no so much in the spiritual world as it is in the physical, temporal world. I would like to blame it on a sense of justice or on what I perceive as "playing favorites." Certainly those things exist in this fallen world. But what does it matter? Well, it matters if this is all that life holds, which I know is not true. God will restore this earth as he had originally intended. My problem is my pride. I need to let go of the things that I do not have and enjoy all that God has given me. It should be enough.

PRAYER: Father, forgive me for always wanting more. Forgive me for not being satisfied. Forgive me for esteeming myself higher than I ought. Forgive me for my ugly pride.

Monday, September 24, 2018

QT 24 Sep 18, 1 Cor 2:6-8, As a nation, we have become fools


1 Corinthians 2:6–8 (ESV) — 6 Yet among the mature we do impart wisdom, although it is not a wisdom of this age or of the rulers of this age, who are doomed to pass away. 7 But we impart a secret and hidden wisdom of God, which God decreed before the ages for our glory. 8 None of the rulers of this age understood this, for if they had, they would not have crucified the Lord of glory.

NOTE: So is Paul advocating a certain kind of Gnosticism? No. What he is saying is that some things are hidden from the world, but not from believers. There are two things they cannot comprehend. One, that Jesus was God. And two, that God the Holy Spirit indwells every believer, as a result of Jesus' death for our sin.  If the world had understood that, they would not have crucified the Lord. If the world knew the gift of salvation, they would not spurn the offer. No, Paul says they are doomed because they think they are too wise, that the wisdom of the world has made belief in God spurious and unnecessary. And God has chosen to reveal this "secret" to the despised, the deplorables. Someday the world hopes to rid itself of this error of evolution -- believers in the Lord Jesus. And God will actually give them what they hope for, as he often does to teach us a lesson. And the world will find that once again they were wrong. Again and again, their wisdom is wrong.

PRAYER: Father, I pray for my nation. It is certainly deserving of every judgment that can befall it. We have sinned against you in every manner possible. We seemed to be beyond rational thought and yet we try to argue that we are rational. Open our eyes to our idiocy. Have mercy on a foolish and stupid people once more.

Sunday, September 23, 2018

QT 23 Sep 18, 1 Cor 1:29-31, God is against the proud


1 Corinthians 1:29–31 (ESV) — 29 so that no human being might boast in the presence of God. 30 And because of him you are in Christ Jesus, who became to us wisdom from God, righteousness and sanctification and redemption, 31 so that, as it is written, “Let the one who boasts, boast in the Lord.”

NOTE: Over and over again, it is clear, God hates pride. He hates boasting. And he is choosing to save those who do not boast about themselves. We all struggle with pride. If humility was a requirement, no one would be saved. But there are people, whose narcissistic pride oozes out of their life. They are also the ones who defy God to prove them wrong, as if somehow their thinking ability can even be measured with God's. The smartest of us would not even register on God's scale. I think we might realize that, so the easier thing is to deny his existence. But what does that do? Denying God or denying what is true, is a foolish exercise.

PRAYER: Father, protect me from my pride. Continue to give me opportunities to see my foolishness. I do not need to tell of my accomplishments. It is not important. I just need to serve others.

Thursday, September 20, 2018

QT 20 Sep 18, 1 Cor 1:21, God hates pride; God works against the proud


1 Corinthians 1:21 (ESV) — For since, in the wisdom of God, the world did not know God through wisdom, it pleased God through the folly of what we preach to save those who believe.

NOTE: God specifically addresses a class of people we would call the proud and arrogant. These are the people who think they have discovered all the answers. I think Job showed signs of entering this class of "elites," but repented of it after being questioned by God. I think the reason God hates pride so much is that it is the sin that partially destroyed the angelic kingdom. And, it is probably what drives Satan today -- this feeling that he is superior to God in some way and that he knows how to win this battle. In the end, God will disprove the wisdom of the world. I feel for all the people who are led astray by their wisdom. Our intellect is so small as compared to God. We are so foolish.

PRAYER: Father, forgive me again for my pride. Help me to see it today. Help me to let go of it. Help me to give others their place and not worry about my place.